A personal message from the author:
I started writing this book after a breakup that really affected me. I met my ex in San Francisco, my favourite place in the whole world, and we had a passionate relationship until it all came to a rather brutal end. After the breakup, I struggled to find the strength to move on, I couldn't keep him out of my mind, and it started to have a serious impact on my life. So I decided to kill him (metaphorically of course 😉) and created this novel.
I have always been writing but this is the very first book I published. Telling my story, well my version of it, and putting down in words what I always wanted to say to him, helped me to a degree I wasn't expecting. I wish I have had a book like this to read after some of my past disappointments in love, as it was difficult for me to find a story to which I could relate to or a character I could identify with. This story has helped me and I hope it will help others too. Being able to turn a personal experience, something private into a fiction with steamy and gory passages was, to be honest, the cherry on top.
— Romain C.G Esteban
He was young, shy and French, and came to America to study English – but with Oliver, beautiful Oliver, he learned so much more. He found the world of true love and passion, with emotions so raw they hurt. He found out what it felt like to be truly happy. And then he found out what it felt like to be hurt. But he moved past it, for after all the pain and heartache, it was paradise again, and they travelled through it together, dreaming big and living big. It was the most perfect dream that came true…until it all turned into a nightmare.
How do you heal from a broken heart? How do you become free to love and live again? He didn’t know. He tried, and he kept trying for years, to no avail. He was running out of options – and out of a will to live, he discovered the only way to ever be free again. To ever be happy again. He had to kill Oliver. Or did he? From San Francisco to Paris, through cities and states across America and through Europe, this quirky, darkly humorous tale takes you on a journey of raw emotion, first love, sexual desire, suspense, betrayal and revenge.
Start the journey…if you dare.
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